i look like a dead doll , ohh well back to the topic , and as i have expected . something doggy will always occurs in every happy moments , isn't this the most hurt moment or what ? give me some idea more , i fail in every friendship , in every puzzles in my life :) i failed ! i just don'y get it and what's wrong with me and what will going on later ? why it is so wrong with me until it so hard to be happy just for once ,without any an interruption ? why do i care so much about others ? when they don't even fucking care shits balls about me , i need to question this myself . i tried to be nice , i tried to be generous , i tried to make she's happy even it is make me hard . just i need an appreciate , not more than that :) but all that responded me is betrayal , lies and etc . why can't i be happy god ? why its like everything i do , it's all gonna POOF , failed . it's like every person i cared , ignored me :)
i don't want this felt , i never wanted to care or trust anyone . i never wanted to be shared , i think you're my goddies friend , you're only my closes friend here , i don't want to be shared . i don't want to be compared . i don't want that , if you can't accept me as your friend okay just forget it , then i'm out . i rather have no friend than having a friend doesn't even like and force to nice
8 SEPT 2010
xoxo ,
sofea ohh sofea
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