Hmm feel bad today :(
There's people talking . they talk about me . they know my name , they think they know everything , but they don't know anything about me .I don't really know what to say or share and what can I say is my life is not good at this moment , pressure ! I'm always down down and down , feel like nobody can appreciate me . I'm so sensitive even on words . so , watch your words . emotional and tears is the best word that can describe me at this moment and I don't know why ! aww aww
I always have the loneliness-feeling and screw you , SADNESS ! I don't really get it . why i keep acting like this way ? aww aww I really hate this part , this moment , this month , this feeling , this tears , this heartless , this life , and I keep hating on people around me ! it's like EVERYTHING theys do ANNOYS me . I'm sorry for being such a jerk ass . I'm trying not to give a damn and mind my own business . I'm trying hard for it . I wanna be isolated ! I wanna be a loner and I keep hating myself !
People don't seem to understand my condition and my situation . they keep hurting me and ignore me . I got FEELINGS too people ! MIND IT ! I just need LAUGHTER , I need truly friends , I need sunshine to light up my life . but it doesn't seems that way and it getting worst . A smile would do right now . YES ! I need a truly friend right now that can make me SMILE and HAPPY again . I think she's my best friend . you can call me lifeless person . THATS THE FACT ! please understand me and appreciative me :)
p/s : tydoo sorang-sorang right noww aww aww , but still taklehh tydo larhh , ayoo . wanna back home after macro class , yahoo . mama , rasaa nak hug kamu right now , i'm loner here :)
1 SEPT 2010
loner xoxo ,
sofea ohh sofea
1 SEPT 2010
loner xoxo ,
sofea ohh sofea
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